I have to agree

JD Relic’s version of TaeYang’s Wedding Dress.

Lyrics

Ive Tried to Say goodbye
But when I see you cry
I wish that I could be the one to dry your eyes
My heart it aches I just cant let let let you know
You are my everything I just cant let you go
I hid my love for you, youve been the one right from the start 
But if you knew the way I felt wed only drift apart.
So I hold my breath for just a little longer
Oh Please leave him and come to me

Baby, can you hear me please dont take his hand
Cause you should be my lady
Ive been waiting, Cant you understand?
Look at me now

When the music plays with a promise you will never be by my side
And every sleepless night I prayed I was dreaming
Hoping that the sun wouldnt rise

To see you in that wedding dress
(dress, dress) girl to see you in that wedding dress
without me next to you
Wedding Dress (dress)
Oh to see you in that wedding dress
Oh No.

Ive tried to let you go, you can never understand
I wish that I could be the one to take your hand.
But now its over I have no more tears to cry
Still when Im all alone I feel you by my side
Youll always be the one I think about you day and night
Ive seen this coming for so long, why should I even fight
So I close my eyes and slip into this nightmare
Oh Please leave him and come to me

Oh girl will you fly away
So I forget the day
I cant erase all of my memories of you
Ill give you everything this song is all I have 
And you've captured my heart,
No Oh Oh

A Letter to GOD

Dear GOD,

     To begin with, this is not a letter of confessions or a letter asking for forgiveness. This is just my thought I want to send to you. It’s not that I don’t believe you exist. I just don’t believe you exist here. In this desolate place filled with nothing but anguish, hate and sorrow. How can I believe in an imaginary friend whom I’ve never seen before?

You may call me hopeless or faithless, but my faith lies in mankind. My only faith is my hope that one day, we can stand together without prejudice, favor, bias or hate. A place with no more sorrow, anguish and pain.

     If you exist, I thank you for this strong yet frail body you have given me. For this wonderful yet lost mind I have. And more importantly for all these useless friends I’ll never regret meeting.

     This would be my first and last letter to you. After this, my faith will only be for me as I can no longer trust those around me. I can’t expect miracles to happen or expect others to act. If I want to realize my dream, I have to abandon all hope and embrace the darkness. Build everything I dreamt of with my bare hands and mine alone.

P.s.  if you do exist, thank you for blessing me with that acquaintance. If it never happened, I wouldn’t have had the insight to make the choice.

Jia Kai

凯.

I have no fear for I am 凯.
My name, synonymous to victory.

My mind, antonymous to your words.

Duty

today was a great day. 

had visitors here in smi so we set something up for them. 

everything went smooth (as smooth as we can get it) from start to end (except for the sudden blackouts)

the presentation was great and the reward was even greater. first time ever i'm happy to follow his orders.

too bad i followed it a bit too well in the end.

can't be blame though as you did invite us to do it.

but that doesn't make up for the problems and suffering that has been caused.

with this we began our final deed to the board. 

by the hook or by the crook we will win in the end. the board has never collapse in all it's years of glory and we shall ensure that from the tiniest details of its history to every letter of its function.

SIGNUM FIDEI.

End and Beginnings

the hols ended. school days have returned.

like the fact that i have to go to school as it gives me a sense of schedule.

well, got a lot of work to do. hopefully i wont get crewed until agm. 

seriously, who knew f5 life could be this hard when you we're in f4.

can't complain cuz i want it all XD so two thumbs up to hell and a strong head to face it!

The Holidays

This post is dedicated to the past two weeks, semester holidays which doesn’t seem long enough to be one.

Well, went to Penang on the first week. Had tremendous fun there.

The food just kept coming. Every corner, every turn there are hawkers and stalls and restaurants.

Food was no problem but the fun factor had it’s ironies.

My favourite place, the roller blading ring in Queen’s Bay was closed down.

Was looking forward to it so much! Instead I went jet skiing with my brother. That was satisfying.

Came back to Ipoh on Thursday. Found out SK was pissed that I stole his pencil box on the last day of school. I took it right in front of him and he thought it was left in school……

Gave it back to him on fri and he was over the moon……. I think .

Ended up doing nothing much that week.

Then on tues the week after, I went out to enjoy the day with my alma brother, Tham an friends.

Watched ‘the Karate Kid’

The story is nice but it plagiarized the older versions a bit too much.

Well, at least the arts from China had its chance to shine.

Hopefully Taekwondo Kid will be the sequel to the series!

Juliana should be the main character….. would be epic.

Spent the rest of the day playing games. Owned them again! Woots!

Football season is up due to fifa. Even Amira went nuts over it….

I don’t get why people get so psyched up over a ball on a field.

Had a kick watching it though. It was humorous to me for some reason.

Well, spent the days of this week getting Amira vexed, taunting Zong Boy, running around a park with Keigan and torturing his com at his place.

Assassin’s Creed II is awesome! The killing, the graphics and the cinematics is brilliant. Can’t wait for brotherhood!

Voila (again)

Finally, updated the look on my blog.

Top to bottom done by yours truly, ME!

Well, except the pic of course

Wanted to get it green but Fareesha too my colour ==

This one looks good though…. Does it?

I have no artistic sense so this is the best I can do.

Any better it won’t be by me. Lol

New playlist up to. Hope you guys and gals enjoy =]

Change.

seems like ppl dun like my 'personality'
well, change is immanent.
guess is time to change back to the old me.
question is, would it be worse?
oh well, what to do?
ppl who hate love to hate me =]

Exams over..

half way through th hols alrdy... and now im posting this >< yea, sloth has taken over..... getting lazy again
well, the exams this time is eff-ed up. useless teachers ==
guess i better start cramping late nights again. nid the straight to get to where i wanna go.
Dawn of war is getting increasingly addictive in my school. dow fever it seems.
hopefully it can replace the boring starcraft! XD

Happy Birthday!

im here wishing two great people a very auspicious happy bday

first is my godbro. T.K. WEI!
this man has done lotsa good to this world and me
and he shall one day save the economy of the planet ><
smart brilliant and funny....(although he often don't get me jokes)
absolutely no regrets meeting this person =]

the other would be

Nurul Amira aka Amirul aka Amy Isabella
this woman is highly ambitious and as dangerous just as she is wise
hopefully she shall achieve her dreams and not send nuclear missiles at me when she does XD


HAPPY BDAY!

Library Studies Ed4

went to library again today.
focused on physics cuz Tuesday got exam
had an interesting time studying
got quite some work done but still.... physics is relatively easy if its related to its relation of relativity XD
got a lot i wanna blog about... but alot i cant say...
can't complain though cuz this is how i wanna live my life=]

What is happening 0.0?

lots stuff going on....

especially when i dun notice...

gotta be more vigilant....

nid to open my eyes and revise my chemy...

exam today..... got high in eng paper 2 then in paper 1....

sorry sekkit xD

tomorrow d-day....

why am i spamming '...' so much 0.0?

LA~LA~LA~~~

Library Studies Ed3

went library today again.
with class mates....
was fun... but kinda got bored doing add maths ><
had princess teach bio.... blurred XD
but he's a good teacher.....(abit like gorilla tho... XD....he's gonna kill me for this)
then Lam kean drove us to parade for sushi.... first time kah fai been there
was fun...
and vry grateful we reach there and back safely!
then we played the silent game on the way back.... sekkit lost!
he shouted when lk too a wrong turn..... i won(amazing huh?) cuz i kept quite and listen to my new ipod the whole time XD
then went for a hair cut...
my hair is awesome! =P
here's a vid for ya'll, its damn nice =]

Music.... the remedy for sorrow

this is wonderful piece of music....
makes me proud to be a Malaysian as there are m'sian who can produce art to such international degree.

EXAMS!

ok ok... read this:

spm 2010 starts on 23rd of nov and ending around 28 dec

fridays no exam

exam starts on tuesday 23rd nov.

follow this link to see the complete schedule (Schedule)

 below are tips for mid terms (smi only) all credits go to Teh Sek Kit (the page)

Monday -
Bi Paper1,2

Tuesday -
Bio Paper2, Add Maths P1

Wednesday -
Sejarah Paper1,2

Thursday -
Chemistry Paper2, Mod Maths Paper 1

Friday -
Physics Paper3


Tuesday -
Physics Paper2,1

Wednesday -
Moral, Biology Paper3

Thursday -
Mod Maths Paper2

Friday -
Add Maths Paper2

Monday -
B.Malaysia Paper1,2

Tuesday -
Chemistry Paper3

Wednesday -
Biology Paper1, Chemistry Paper1

Thursday -
ICT, Sivik, PJK


Tips ;

Biology -
F4, Chapter 8,9 Important for essay part
F5 Chapter 3 Important
No F5 for Paper 3, Only F4

Chemistry -
Chapter 8 (F4) Paper3

Sejarah
Structure - F4 1,5 F5 2,5
Essay - F4 1,4,8 F5 3,4

Structure-
F4 Chapter 1 - Hwang Ho, Indus ( one coming out in structure and another one in essay )
F4 Chapter 5 - Read until Piagam
F5 Chapter 2- Read after Gerakan Islah
F5 Chapter 5- 5.1only

Essay-
F4 Chapter 1 - Hwang Ho or Indus
F4 Chapter 4 - After ciri-ciri kehidupan
F5 Chapter 3 - 3.2only
F5 Chapter 4 - 4.1only

.

tthats all for now. take care =]

Life and Times Ed9

Lethargy
im getting tired easily lately.... maybe its due to not enough sugary goodness or too much of everything?
well, gonna study hard...... i wanna get top for my mid terms XD
but still.... PHYSICS is KILLING me! zzzz
oh well......
back to the books

What happened this week:
went for a new tuition, physics with kitkat, zong boy, lippy, henglit..... and amira.
somebody said i look irreproachably scary when im sad or angry 0.0
then couldnt stay awake in class at all today.... zzzz
i need CANDY!

My Bad

had to on fb today><
i know i promised to deac it until after spm but i had to transfer admin of some groups to ppl.
sry sry sry><
today was epic..... i got another demerit for not bringing my bio book==
honestly, i think  believe i can teach better than my school teacher.
haihz.... what to do?
so from now on im gonna study most of my subjects on my and own or in tuition.
today had sc in the lab....
fun but my team made ample of blunders....
next time, our opponents won't be fortunate at all......
=D take care~~

Life and Times Ed8

This blog post shall be dedicated to this word:

HIGH

Voila! It has been an AWESOME week!

For some reason I was HIGH most of the time =]

(there is a reason why I put certain words in purple)

Well, lets start with Monday=]

Went to school EARLY for once! And had fun chatting with my prefect mates.

Then duty was as normal but I went around hugging ppl XD

Was high for some reason!

(maybe itz cuz of the blueberry cake the day b4?)

Everyone thought I lost a few screws =]

Then went tuition that night (add maths)

Sat in the front again cuz Li Fatt(Hao) was damn noisy ><

Pro fella, what to do?

Me and por yin sat there with two of my friends from MC and Gunung Rapat

The thing we had in common was that we we’re all prefects XD

Had fun with add maths, got a bit high and went nuts….. almost raped por yin  too =D

The Next Day

Went to school, this time cikgu Zul gave new orders. We had toact on those even with minor offences. New rules means more fun so got even more high doing my duty!

Class was fun that day. Skipped com class cuz had to work on some stuff ><

Then spent the rest of the day doing my work and trying to calm down (didn’t work obviously)

WEDS

Had to go for history class…. Zzzz

I dislike the teacher!

I got my reason and darn good ones too!

e.g. she doesn’t teach properly and she scolds us for not understanding the nonsense she recite from the textbook(almost as bad as my school’s bio teacher)

the she would ask us to do ‘homework’

all of which I don’t understand cuz

I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT I’M LEARNING HERE!

Got screwed by her cuz she thinks I have a ‘personality problem’

Erm mind me but should it be attitude?

Oh well, don’t care!

I continued studying my bio! Gonna pawn Mr. Chee on Thurs!

Then we I went for rotary quiz preparations just before school ends.

Went around the school looking for a place to go online! Then I found out that Mr. Vellu did something to the network and its now screwed ><

So me and the team + Tham, Sanjay and Mark(I dunno why he was there) had fun quizzing around.

The night soon came and before I know it, I was in Olympia College waiting for it to begin.

Got a shock to see Alvin there== again… (he has to go everywhere I go and kacau==!)

And I got high through out the quiz although I was the reserve (seems like I’ve been the reserve for a lot of things lately)

Lost be 8/9 to Poi Lam == zzz! Jered shall kena for this!

Though we made an objection for some obvious errors, but it was vain so we settled for what we got. Then we had a friendly fun quiz afterwards before the announced the finalists.

Smi bagged two gifts and the rest we’re bagged by adults.

Yeah we’re the only school who could answer correctly all thnx to Noah and Joel.

Jered keep feeding me with the wrong answers! Zzzz! And they kept making me answer!

Was fun and epic =]

Went home with a sore smile on my face that night.

This is what me and Kit Kat did in class during add maths today.

It was a one period subject. Couldn’t do much=]

This is EPIC!

THURS

(which is today 29/04) =P

Went to school as usual but was abit tardy cuz I accidentally left Jia Loon’s blazer at home(went back for it, lucky we were still close when I noticed)

Class was great though I didn’t do much of anything productive except study for BIO in history class.

I got my first demerit today…. For not handing in my history h/w which I had no idea how to answer…… (screw the useless lfp teacher)

I asked her for the points of demerit b4 I sign cuz its only customary to know in case she wanna kenakan me ==

I hate her….. she got pissed at me for asking! Zzzzz FINE!

Then I went for ICT CLASS!

Played sc with sk….. he lost in the end stating that ‘im going home’

Raped his base kaw kaw =D

Lol.

Then prepared for bio tt.

It was EPIC! And AWESOME! And I was HIGH!

Me and kah sheng prepared ahead.

What Mr. Chee asked, we answered! And I ended up shutting him up and stopped him from harassing me! XD

He made me stand a couple of times cuz I couldn’t stop laughing like a mad man =P

What to do? I’m CRAZY and HIGH!

We’ll its and EPIC, HIGH and AWESOME week!

Tomorrow will be more epic =]

Here are some pics to suite sore eyes!

My bottle has been turned into a canvas=D

Life and Times Ed7

great monday night
this was most probably my last night of monday add maths tt cuz im shifting it to fri><
dun wan to cramp my time table so i can add extra tt
friends seem sad to see me leave tho><
sry!
then on my way back home, had a taste at 'Uncle Burger'
one word
DELICIOUS!
from taste to the contents
nvr had a better 'ramli' burger b4 ><
even my dad enjoyed it XD
had loads of fun in tt
Tarvin! SMILE!=]
well, thats all for the night

NITEZ=]