Mathematical Anomaly

Mathematical questions are the only questions with only one solution. One answer. and yet, mathematics can produce so many anomalies with a mountain of calculations that eventually seem to get nowhere. the ability to grasp mathematics is closely related to being schizophrenic. Hence said, a person talented in maths is as unstable as a psychiatric patient. Even so, the comprehension of mathematics itself is personified as comprehending what some call the truth, some call god.the numbers hold the key to what we don't see.

Holler!

SPM is still on going. The first week was surprisingly easy….. too easy. The second week is coming and as they say, the night is darkest before dawn. Doesn’t feel like spm. Maybe its because we are the last generation. The next will have different papers to face. Pity them. Oh well…..

Shine bright morning light
Now in the air the spring is coming
Sweet blowing wind
Singing down the hills and valleys
Keep your eyes on me
Now we're on the edge of hell
Dear my love, sweet morning light
Wait for me, you've gone much farther, too far

“In this place of a never ending rain we lay wake. The Heavens shed its tears for us. For those times we can’t for ourselves. With the tears come the clouds. The darkness offer us haven in its shroud. Concealing all. Our fears, our tears, our appearance vanish from the sight of all others. Rejoicing the present as though there were no tomorrows. Living in a realm of no sorrows. Yet we are always aware that this paradise is too favorable to be reality. Slowly, the much hated dawn banishes the gift of the twilight. Returning all of the past in its wake. Why can’t we stay like hits forever, in the land of the twilight…..”

Days We See Coming.

So much happened in such short time.

Too bad I can’t catalog it all into a book.

Too much secrets will it have, enough to make it toxic.

‘Breathe Carolina’ an electronic band seems rather appealing to me lately.

Songs include : Hello Fascination, I.D.G.A.F., Dress To Undress, Dressing Room, I’m the Type to Take It Personal, Can I Take You Home? and My Obsession.

These tracks are rather interesting.

Exams aren’t going as well as planned.

Over-Confidence and slight cocky-ness has led to arrogance.

Despair befalls as the result.

At least I have someone to keep me on the right track even though it’s by a leash.

Wouldn’t mind much to show some weakness to someone close.

Here come the exploitations and poisons fed to the mouth.

I wonder why stress doesn't affect me like it does on normal individuals.

They get tensed, go crazy and act differently.

I'm still as crazy as ever.

maybe it's due to the cocky-ness?

Sometimes I do wish I have the norm mentality but it's never as interesting in life without it. 

The horizon seems to be getting close to the end of something.

As the saying goes, THE END IS NIGH.

Let our struggle not be in vain!

I have to agree

JD Relic’s version of TaeYang’s Wedding Dress.

Lyrics

Ive Tried to Say goodbye
But when I see you cry
I wish that I could be the one to dry your eyes
My heart it aches I just cant let let let you know
You are my everything I just cant let you go
I hid my love for you, youve been the one right from the start 
But if you knew the way I felt wed only drift apart.
So I hold my breath for just a little longer
Oh Please leave him and come to me

Baby, can you hear me please dont take his hand
Cause you should be my lady
Ive been waiting, Cant you understand?
Look at me now

When the music plays with a promise you will never be by my side
And every sleepless night I prayed I was dreaming
Hoping that the sun wouldnt rise

To see you in that wedding dress
(dress, dress) girl to see you in that wedding dress
without me next to you
Wedding Dress (dress)
Oh to see you in that wedding dress
Oh No.

Ive tried to let you go, you can never understand
I wish that I could be the one to take your hand.
But now its over I have no more tears to cry
Still when Im all alone I feel you by my side
Youll always be the one I think about you day and night
Ive seen this coming for so long, why should I even fight
So I close my eyes and slip into this nightmare
Oh Please leave him and come to me

Oh girl will you fly away
So I forget the day
I cant erase all of my memories of you
Ill give you everything this song is all I have 
And you've captured my heart,
No Oh Oh

A Letter to GOD

Dear GOD,

     To begin with, this is not a letter of confessions or a letter asking for forgiveness. This is just my thought I want to send to you. It’s not that I don’t believe you exist. I just don’t believe you exist here. In this desolate place filled with nothing but anguish, hate and sorrow. How can I believe in an imaginary friend whom I’ve never seen before?

You may call me hopeless or faithless, but my faith lies in mankind. My only faith is my hope that one day, we can stand together without prejudice, favor, bias or hate. A place with no more sorrow, anguish and pain.

     If you exist, I thank you for this strong yet frail body you have given me. For this wonderful yet lost mind I have. And more importantly for all these useless friends I’ll never regret meeting.

     This would be my first and last letter to you. After this, my faith will only be for me as I can no longer trust those around me. I can’t expect miracles to happen or expect others to act. If I want to realize my dream, I have to abandon all hope and embrace the darkness. Build everything I dreamt of with my bare hands and mine alone.

P.s.  if you do exist, thank you for blessing me with that acquaintance. If it never happened, I wouldn’t have had the insight to make the choice.

Jia Kai